Don't be humble anymore

不要再卑微了

不要再搞砸自己了

总是体贴的为他人着想但是又不要尽全力

别人当然很自然的拿了就走

怎么会成为那个保护自己的人

怎么高三了，却没了当初的自己。

别人的生活越过越精彩，

我的生活怎么越过越迷茫。

走过图书馆很羡慕成群的读书伴儿；

走过咖啡厅很羡慕与闺友打交道；

走过球场街道羡慕有人陪着流汗；

坐在课室很羡慕吱吱不停的吵声；

流泪的时候羡慕有人把自己抱入怀里呵护；

家长日时多希望有人陪我逛校园；

别人这样的生活越来越充实，

我我却越过越空虚。

怎么了？伴我的伴儿们离开了吗？

还是我又在丢失了自己。

我总爱看日落，

因为那是坏的东西要消失的象征，

新的一天新的心情要来了。

可是，现在看在眼里的日落时灰色的。

像是迎不来蓝天白云的乌黑。

Maybe I am stubborn on something

But I clearly know what I am doing

I want freedom, but I had

I want concern, but I had

I want left, but I can’t

Am I too naïve?

Always think this world is peace for me

When I met someone who hurt me

I felt like so pain

Like I was suffering

I shouldn't too care about

How people thought of me;

I shouldn't stand at there

Do not move anymore.

I’m 18.

How dare am I still a little girl.

I should be an adult

Can take good care to myself.

But can I stay flighty?

I still hope to get others loving and caring,

Instead I also can love and care others.