its been a long time without you my friends.
before 13/4/2015, i never feel i was alone, all my time was spending with my friends and family. do you noticed tat, when u graduated your primary school education, and get ready to start ur secondary school education, although u feel strange to ur new friends, u also can contact ur dear friends to have a long chat and keep on sharing both "new experience" and time flies, you get along with your new friends in your secondary high school, when u are get ready to uni\ college's life tat is the same. The most diffrently is still contact but with a distance. i never been a month never see any single of my friends, tat feelings like lost.
yup, i have been start over my new life, i should have some mind changing, and i should be grown up, but i do miss you guys dear friends. i miss every single moment with you guys, no matter little or big business, i just felt so miss. choosing to study aboard is every little child same age with me are going to do, half of my friends also getting to Taiwan start their new life, everything started to change. people do says every step to outside, every new thought will cover ur past. we can forget our primary dear friends that is same u can forget your secondary dear friends too. i hope i wont, because adolescent of me compare to little young child of me, i know more about appreciate and love from my deep heart, this world the one who know the real you except your family that is your dear secondary friends. they saw how patient are u, how fragile are u, how truth are u, they been passing difficulties with u, our habit built up without clarify, our understanding built up by observing by playing around together for few years.
i am not mentioned that college friends are not able to being a good friends, i just miss them so much. past when i feel lost, i could find back myself from my friends, now i am lost, who should i reveal to? when i been here, i found out many things, i am not so kind, i am not so sacrified, i am not so patient, i am not so selfless, i am not so brave, i am not so lovely to hug everybody, past, a day i could hug my friends for 10++ a day, now i mind to hug ppl, so do i mind ppl hug me or close to me, its feel so akward and strange. i do believe why before i always hug you guys like a sticky candy, because i do really love you and treat u guys as my dear lover or part of my family members.
i hope i can get come soon, and every single day or moment can hug u guys deeeeeeeeeply
there are 28 days more i can see u guys, let just countdown for it.!!!!
M- memorable\ memories
I- infinity
S-surround
S-save
memories surround me always save in my heart infinity.
yenling
12/5/2015
