Hello, It's Nice To Meet You

Hello, It's Nice To Meet You

Monday, 25 January 2016

LOVE

My hostel life, ohyeah, when the weather so good, then we have to move our stuff to have a sunlight jacuzzi, every time I back from Malaysia, I probably will bring along one new Pooh, there still got 1 in my house, I just think Pooh suitable for me as a friend!


My room number is 124 we are 124 A,B,C,D
Feeling great to have them as roommates, this world got so many types of people, but i met someone good and kind, can tolerance each others, Everyone of us from different state of Malaysia, sure we have different culture! ha, they sometimes make me feels like i lived with foreigner! haha


Lee Zhen Hui! Roommate C!
She was just so so so so like a human! ha, she is the one who treat friends good,got a bit of my shadow, ha, treat people who loved will give out every thing, and willing to do anything to make people happy.she likes to have girl talk with me, because we feel like same kind of people. she sometimes tried to make me feel being friends with others was a good try, dont scare to be get hurted. Anyway, your attitude touched me, that's why i trying to pay my heart to make good friend not a just friend. We love to sing, I hope we can upload our cover song eventually!


Hmmmm, should say my twins sister, omg, what a fate! we are same sponsored hospital thus my coming up semester are working with her same day same time same place same ward = 24 hours being with her! ha, hmm probably except bath time we are not together! She spent 3/4 of her time with me in Singapore, ha, she is the ones i always beside her =) Lee Yu Jing, Roommate B! We have 1 mouth fight before, but actually is twice, she didnt realise ha! she is a good girl and a good friend, ya, she cant bear every thing that i did, because she can not understand, why should i do like this, is abnormal! i like her, because she can not bear with my dirtiness, then she will help me to clean this and that, ha, sometimes we also hug together! cuteeee


Roommate D! Elaine Leong
i spent quite less time with her, base on we are not same class, thus every saturday and sunday she will not in hostel or hang out with us. that is why she is not so close as gooooodd friends with us. Zhen hui and her quite closer. ha, she is a kid actually, haha, our room she get sick so many times, nausea diarrhea eye pain and more. she really need to be take care. ha, actually she just need people treat her as a little princess then we will be happy.haha, but she got boyfriend to love and care.  


she said this drink belong to us! is payaya milk!!!!


Guess Who.



 my classmate, Chan Rou Xin.
with her quite alot of issues to discuss, but actually she just quite simple.ha, thank for your tear that dropped because of me, i appreciate so much. i will play hard to work with u and hope u and i become better and better, 


Roommates happy mooncake festival!


Three of us are going to work! with uniform!


Enjoy our time, that u will realize how much i love and appreciate!


thus, i am i. 
anytime i want to share pic then just upload,
bear with my poor english
i decided don't border first type first
anything i can correct myself!

Hmmmmmm

要进入20了,心情变得好沉重。莫非这是变成熟变大人的必经之路吗?
20岁,第二个10年,一只手我有5个手指头,我也未必可以屈指的把活过的年头计算完
这一路慢慢地走慢慢地走,最大的转折点应该是离乡背井吧。
剩下,过去叫什么?
心里有一种被针一刺一刺的扎着,好像我不小心落下了什么,再不抓着,就会没了的感觉。

我丢的是不是叫做青春呢?
有一种告诉自己过去执着太久,要放手了,那未来的路铺好了吗?可以行走了吗?

这个向我迎面走来的20岁,到底长什么样子?
比起迎接他,我真的真的很想用仅剩的2天好好地悼念我的19岁
还记得陪我迎来19岁的是哥哥姐姐妈妈而已,是在家里外面的麻麻档
一心期待朋友的祝福。
结果那一年的生日我总算没有孤单,因为遇见了好好朋友我们抱着然后寒暄了几句
我想说,那一种感觉还历历在目,我要的真的是你们还记得我,就足够了。

到底还有多少次,我再拿起笔或是手指敲敲键盘打出来的一字一句已经不再是和你们说以前我们多好,我多珍惜你,而是可以不拘谨的寒暄未来种种。很想很想写信给每一个还记得我的你们,我的确做过这事情,可是怎么不是每一个人都收到了?还是,我真的太微弱了?

这一次迎来的20岁,心里面真的真的只有一个很小很小但却很温暖的举动想要得到
就是我心里好惦记的大家,可以送我很简短的文字,我想大家用文字来关心我和知道我的近况,我想把这一字一句记在心里,感恩这20的第一天还有你们。

比起什么20的,我的19你可安好?今年我应该待你不薄吧,起码给了你一个新环境,那现在适应了,你可以要你的伙伴20努力的拼一拼,在这一个新天地,能否更积极些,做一些能人所做的热血事情,敢敢的打拼一个属于自己的江山回来。把自己越变越好,要善良,要上进,要有期望。

我一定要好好的策划送自己什么生日礼物,看看我怎么笑着面对我的第二个十年。

Tuesday, 12 January 2016

Hello 2016

That is a new year to begin everything! okay, that's a bullshit
Feels like nothing can start again over and over, 
something has happened could not be changed...but 
mindset can change!

These few weeks I was repetition to tell myself 
that what's "UNREALITY", how unrealistic was I in the past.
I feel like my time was stopped at the time when I was still in Junior's life
Everything that I have been through till now it's just a DREAM.
Not graduated yet, age still retain in 10++, Singapore is where? No college life, No FREEDOM, NO BEST FRIENDS yet, Not MATURE yet, NO NO NO, NOt Not Not...or still got this and that.. 
WOw, what a fantastic dream 
actually I thought I was not enjoyed well my life, is a fake, 
in my mind, I do have deep feelings. I can remember how you and you lighted up my life, be part of the painter to paint a colourful paintings in my memory. WHen talked about you and you and you, my heart still know how to compress and bump all the happiness and feelings like the arteries and veins to everywhere of my body, restore my energy, and stimulate enzyme to make me smile!

If without you all, it couldn't have this kind of YENLING in this world to help people in need, but I still can live well, stay strong, ha,, maybe I meet up someone better?!? to make me stronger?! I won't be so greedy okay, that's no perfect in human, if I gain achievement or honour but I lost the ego of myself, It's also considered a FAILED lifespan okay...

I have been stopped contributing ideas or benefits to this community? or my achievement board whatever...a long long time, I used a shit excuse to draw me out from helping me to build a good student image. hmmm, Say No Decadent to my life in 2016 pls. I don't want to be a coward anymore, dare to dream, dare to speak, dare to stand up for my thought! Why should I like a cow leading by people, instead of being a coward, I should be the one who hold microphone, and spreading my love and my voice to every pieces of people's ears. LEAD Lead LEAD, I can be a very good Leader in my college....but have to train well my English first!

Year 2016, I welcome for the age of 20 to put o myself, and I officially an adult, okay~
this year I got a big ambition to achieve. That is body build myself and start to find someone that will hold my hand and walk with me until the end of our life. ha, told myself find someone else I loved first then start body build myself, give a big and surprisingly gift for him, but this world is too realistic, moreover I stay in Singapore. hahaha

My comment about Love, Relationship, or good boyfriend, it just simple.
A man with passion and thought, can rely on, being responsibility, faithful, important is a good man, that's all I want. A day I just read an article mentioned that there was lot of man or woman who love their mate deeply but get hurted by them, and putting effort on finding someone who taking this relationship serious to become their soulmate, then I was just thinking, why don't these man and woman meet up and give their faith love to each other, protect and cherish each other??? hmm, you know what, I also the one who waiting my soulmate to complete our story. ha ^
I know I will have a good man to love, I trust on you my future man!

Let's putting  hopes and wishes to our new year 2016, and say hello to it, and stay strong and positively live well. Good fortune you stay beside you you and you! 


I Love You,