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Monday, 26 May 2014

别了,高中生活。

别了,高中生活。
那天的考试,就是考这题目,
我不由自主的选了,
我写了自己的回忆,
我觉得站在作文的角度,会很差。
但是,那就是我的心情,我的泪水。

“别了,我的高中生活”,
这句话本来就很早对自己说了,
进来循中迈入第六年了,
我有过六个班导师,
认识了四班的学生。
短时间的相处,
匆匆的更换交流的时间,
有时候,已经开始对回忆模糊了。
我的回忆逐渐变得不珍贵。
什么友谊永固”“天长地久”“想你想得发疯
都已经成为嘴角的闲话了,
没人遵循。没人掏肺的留在过去。
从小我就没有固定的人可以留着,
我真的不知道什么叫知己。
我我想我的知己,像哥哥姐姐的知己一样,
可以介绍给妈妈知道。
我想我的知己可以和我青梅竹马。
我我想我的知己可以让我家人放心的带我到处游。
我想我的知己可以让我为她赴汤蹈火。
我想我的知己陪我遨游天下,历经无数个道路,
互相依偎,互相勉励。
可是我,真的等了好久,
也许我错过了。
但是我真的希望可以有第二个李彦凌,
一样的真诚认真努力的想要有一段美好的友情。

现在的我,面对着明知会分离的朋友,
脸上重重的只能露出一丝丝的微笑。

去年前年,算是我活得开心的一年吧。
可以认真读书之余,
也有很多为人着想像亲人的同班朋友。

说真的,走了很久的路,
我真的找不回商一的感觉。
商一里的孩子,有自己的世界之余,
他们至少是纯真,是兄弟。

里面有很多我愿意去相处,我愿意去付出的人。
在里面,很平凡,很简单,
我的泪水都不会流很多,
每每说到从前,
多想自己参与在内。
我的高中生活,其实很平凡。
一样把一大半时间给了学会,
做了很多自己不爱做的事情,
失去了很多自己想要的自由。

我的高中生活,有什么留念了?
我在循中,的确成长不少,成熟不少,
懂得很多,不懂得更多。


我只希望,以后还有机会可以让我继续纯真。

错过了这一班车,那就下一班吧

错过了这一班车,那就下一班吧
人生本来就是要有得有失,才会显得更是人生。
就像大家都很清楚知道,
没有事情是绝对完美,包括你要的不一定在你手上,
你不要的不一定会离你远远的。

今天搭地铁回家,
我赶不上一列火车,再赶不上一辆巴士,
紧紧凑凑我还是赶不上我想搭的车,
心里面就闪过了,
如果我是个很执着的人,
我会很生气很纳闷怎么那班车不等我,走掉了。
是不是我错过了那班车,我就会过得比较不幸福?
是不是我错过了那班车,我就会一无所有?

其实,真的也没有啊。
下一班车也许会更好呢?会更适合自己呢?
谁会知道下一秒与上一秒的事情啊。

我错过了那年的小学好友。
我错过了那年喜欢的男老师。
我错过了那纯真的笑容。
我错了与朋友交心的时刻。
我错过了让自己依偎他人的机会。
我错过了那年我喜欢的男孩。
我错了我的18岁。
我错过了那疯狂的年华。
我错过了发挥自己的才华。
我更错过了梦想的自己。

说了那么多个错过,我会不会还有下一次啊?
我错过了一次又一次,
每一件错过的事重复又重复的错过,
是我还没有遇上对的人?对的事?对的感情吗?

我很感叹,自己活在他人的羡慕下,
自己无能为力满足自己要的生活。

究竟,我几时才能上对车?


Tuesday, 13 May 2014

Changing

I was changed.
In the past, I never been that lazy… I still got abit aware,
I won’t let myself fall down so much.
Anyone who knows me, they never think that I am so suck.
Tomorrow gonna take part first final exam,
But I never touch my book yet.
Even though, I do not want to study at all.
How come I changed like this way?
I am struggling for what?
What things annoying me?
It couldn’t be liked that.

Keep Clam ~ Don’t cry girl. Cheer up!

Sunday, 11 May 2014

Every Girl Hope to be the Star





Every girl also wants to be a shiny star.

I like to dress up myself. Because girls deserve to beautify themselves. i still remember when I was young, we couldn’t to buy many shirts or dresses, coz it really cost a lot. We just wore the clothes from relatives otherwise the clothes we bought we wore together. My shirt = my sis shirt too. Haha, I was not ashamed on this, it’s kind of memories couldn’t make by now.

When any celebration days, we would have a new clothes, we all were exited for that. I remember I got a green princess dress, an Egypt’s style dress, a Cheongsam…. Wao wao wao, I think now those dresses weren’t suit to me at all.  

Now, we have grown up. We have the ability to buy shirts, dresses to ourselves. The most important thing is we can buy it to our parent too. I love to see my mum wear the clothing that she loves. It’s kind of happiness.

Today, is Mothers’ Day. 0511. We kissed mummy and fed her well. This year I was bought a yet blossom Lilies to mum, coz I wanted her to see the most beautiful scene of this year mothers’ day gift.

I hope I can wear a light yellow dress and a 1’inch mint colour high hell and tie a half head of fish tail hairs to have a dating with all my dears. 

Saturday, 10 May 2014

.I Hope There Are a Lee Yen Ling Beside Me

Today I was suffering in a back pain… I couldn’t move freely and comfortably. The pain was getting worse, even I sit on chair or laid on a half-position chair, its still pain. The pain tear me out. I cried, not only for that pain only, it’s also like scolding me why I treated others people well when they in needs, but how about me? Why u r suffering at here, but no one came toward to concern me, even though helped me massage? If my friend’s condition just like me, sure I will always be thr for her, I will help her to massage, I will treat her well, I will consider about her, I will think she first. I always be good to everyone who need my helps, why I don’t have this kind of people treat back me like that way?
I really think those people who can be yenling’s best friends or partners are so happiness. At least any celebration activities I will sing for them or gave a gift that I borrow from my sister. How about me? I didn’t receive any present at all… it doesn’t matter, by the way they are someone can borrow me…


Finally made a call, found mum is the best way .

Tuesday, 6 May 2014

Inconvenience Day of Today

      Don't u know that stucking in the lrt station and wasting my time for one minute and one minute again. It's so annoyed and also made me damn tired. They are a lot of homeworks and stresses on me.. it's kinda like suffocation.. my god. Damn it
Today I was backed home lately. Actually it’s already made me memorized the past…like I used to have best buddies study with me after school. I used to have friends accompanied me back home or took LRT, but now everything had changed. I studied alone at canteen and library. I walked to LRT alone… I’m not blaming I was alone, but it’s just made me so upset.

     All I hoped I could have the enough time to study or mean to prepare for my more 7days examinations. That is because I was not performing well in last time exam. Now I gotta to pay more efforts to do well in this exam.

    When I hoped I could rush back home early to bath and do more revisions, but the damn it public transportations brought a lot of inconvenience to me. It had been stucking at Bandaraya for almost 20minutes. And each station took around 5 minutes to arrive, The driver announced that the passengers who wanted get to Sri Petaling please to change platform, so I did stayed at LRT…Finally it dropped me to Cheras. Waiting again and again, it took around 2 hours then I just could get back home.

   That was my time. I was running out of time, but the world or maybe could say the government wasted people times.

   I was sorry about all my feelings. Because I also knew that today was having a heavy rain and continuously thunder sound… maybe the thunder made a lot of inconvenience to us.

It’s okay… Nevermind.

I hope I can not that easy to get mad anymore.

I do care for many things, so do I easy to get mad too.


Sunday, 4 May 2014

Its' alright




Yup, I am hurting,But I am recovering now too.
Hating and Blaming not only hurt urself,
It also hurt the people u care.

People do always say,
“don’t bother to others comments,
Just be urself, just done well ur part.”

But do people really don’t care at all?
Do people really can live well so on….
It is not that easy to do.
It’s a task for me.

I clearly know that,
My life shouldn’t stop at my guilty and escaping,
I should be made a big change on me.
 But its tiring, hurting, and heavy.

Everything is gonna be alright.
I should remind repeatedly to myself…
Keeping think negative,
It’s a kinda like I am killing myself
I hope I can live well, smile happily, enjoy immediately,
Instead of I can start to make a change.

Dear Yen Ling,
You’re alright,
Please get back to own way,
Do the right things and make a right decision.



Saturday, 3 May 2014

The Other Way

仿佛找到另一种生存方式。
做好自己,满足自己,微笑自己。

一个女孩不应划破脸的让自己变得更好,
让别人向自己划破脸也许会是另一种成长。

不是不卑微,
而是不应该什么事情都没分寸的不卑微。

不是不认错,
而是觉得我更值得对方的一个道歉。

不是要执着,

而是另一种保护自己的方式。

Friday, 2 May 2014

Yup, A Long Time No See



好久不见。
如果说现在迷上双眼,我最挂念谁?
我最挂念的是让我开心,
那个愿意做一切事情却不抱怨的我。

眼眶红红的,
不断的让自己面对现实的告诉自己,
我少了一份真诚与耐力。

好想有个人可以让自己好好的疼一番,
或是有个人可以让我为他担心为他忧。
至少我可以学会怎样关心他人来爱自己。

儿时盼长大,摆脱束缚,摆脱不愿意;
大时往后追,希望可以找回当初的淳朴;
老时只希望微微笑一切平安快乐。

18岁的青春本应该干了许多大事,
但我的18岁像是在漩涡里纠结。
现在的自己总盼望自己能快些长大,
摆脱现在很多连连续续的关系,
重新认识自己,重新建立自己。

也许走到大学,
路会更难走,如果依旧执迷不悟。
但至少去到一个全新的地方,
不再有过去的误会,
不再有过去的不快乐纠结着。

生活真的可以很简单,
我只想简单追逐与友伴郊游;
与友伴同欢畅,同享乐。

漫无目的的我,
走着走着把一切欲望摇身变成梦想了。

Thursday, 1 May 2014

Don't be humble anymore

不要再卑微了
不要再搞砸自己了
总是体贴的为他人着想但是又不要尽全力
别人当然很自然的拿了就走
怎么会成为那个保护自己的人

怎么高三了,却没了当初的自己。
别人的生活越过越精彩,
我的生活怎么越过越迷茫。
走过图书馆很羡慕成群的读书伴儿;
走过咖啡厅很羡慕与闺友打交道;
走过球场街道羡慕有人陪着流汗;
坐在课室很羡慕吱吱不停的吵声;
流泪的时候羡慕有人把自己抱入怀里呵护;
家长日时多希望有人陪我逛校园;
别人这样的生活越来越充实,
我我却越过越空虚。
怎么了?伴我的伴儿们离开了吗?
还是我又在丢失了自己。

我总爱看日落,
因为那是坏的东西要消失的象征,
新的一天新的心情要来了。
可是,现在看在眼里的日落时灰色的。
像是迎不来蓝天白云的乌黑。

Maybe I am stubborn on something
But I clearly know what I am doing
I want freedom, but I had
I want concern, but I had
I want left, but I can’t
Am I too naïve?
Always think this world is peace for me
When I met someone who hurt me
I felt like so pain
Like I was suffering
shouldn't too care about
How people thought of me;
shouldn't stand at there
Do not move anymore.
I’m 18.
How dare am I still a little girl.
I should be an adult
Can take good care to myself.
But can I stay flighty?
I still hope to get others loving and caring,
Instead I also can love and care others.